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Please enjoy these wonderful musings, articles, poems and bits
of insight and information regarding Spirituality and all things
Divine!!
August 2008
Our Deepest Fear
by Marianne Williamson
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
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July 4th 2008
Happy Independence
Day!!!
Today we celebrate
our independence
from the tyranny,
the greed and
oppression of
England. Today
we celebrate our
freedom, hard
fought and hard won.
We, the Americans,
the people of a new
way of being, of
thinking, of living
our lives,
celebrate being
Free!!!
No one can hold us
down, no one can
tell us how to live,
and no one can tell
us who we are, as a
nation, a people or
as individuals.
We are creative and
forward thinkers, we
are a nation
founded on Spiritual
Law. ..."As you
believe, so it shall
be". The Truth
is evident. We
are a people who
create change...and
change for the
better.. We
are a people of vast
Intelligence. We are
a people who value
Freedom, expression
of Self, the
right to worship and
live an know
ourselves as our
hearts guide, and to
honour this for
others.
It is with this
consciousness that
the whole world
began to evolve,
a mere two hundred
and thirty two years
ago.
We are the ones who
are the evolution of
consciousness.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Be as beneficent as
the sun or the sea,
but if your rights
as a rational being
are trenched on, die
on the first inch of
your territory"
The time for war,
and fighting is
over.... the
time to stand within
yourself, to know
yourself as Divine,
and pure and worthy
of walking fully in
your magnificence is
at hand.
To stand as Your
Truth, allows all
others to stand as
theirs ...
and once again, the
world shifts into a
new consciousness,
and a peaceful,
loving way of
living. This
is the American way.
June 2008
My how time flies,
and how we have all
grown!! This
year, so far, has
proven to be a
further practice in
patience and
perseverance.
Many of us, myself
included, had
thought this year
would be a year of
perfect miracles,
of finding all the
answers, and that
they would drop
right into our
laps!! Boy,
it has not been
quite like that!
But it has been a
time of deep growth
and many of us are
finally finding our way out of the
cyclone of confusion
and into
Light....into a much
Higher aspect of
ourselves.
Have you noticed how
your thoughts and
intentions manifest
much more quickly?
Have you noticed
great change,
sometimes incredibly
painful, that has
brought you into a
better place?
Have you felt like
the "something
wonderful to come"
is now right here
with you?
This is the
consciousness of the
second half of this
year, this year of
new beginnings.
You are a powerful
force, and Spirit
has brought you
gently into the
realization of your
magnificence.
Watch your thoughts,
for they will become
your experience
quite quickly....
keep note of your
inner dialogue, of
the words you use,
and the way you
approach life....
everything is coming
into the manifest
form much more
quickly now.
With this comes the
ability to rapidly
change something
that isn't what you
desire. Change
your thoughts and
you will change your
experience.
Your "something
wonderful" is right
there with you ..
pay attention, look
for the all the good
you require, and it
will be right there
in front of you ..
like magic!
Oh and note to
self... your desires
are
God/Goddess/Creators
desires, for you are
the Divine made
manifest on this
plane, to experience
everything..
so choose to
experience
happiness, peace,
love, abundance,
success, joy, honour
and grace.. ......... it
is who you are.
Whitened Wing
Michele Amburgey
2/2008
What stays the
ascent of the dove
at flight?
What keeps her from
rising beyond?
In sunrise she
tries and sheds her
fear
And reaches for the
pinkening dawn
Again shes cast
down, to branch and
to leaf
To loss and sorrow,
and grief
But is it hers to
hold in her breast?
Is it hers to keep
all alone?
Whitened wings
spread forth again,
yet again
Till the dawn itself
ascends
Into brilliant
light, and deepening
warmth
Kind breezes lift
her feather by
feather
Higher and higher
Lighter and Lighter
Letting go And more
Though the sun
questions her
agility
She does not
question her ability
Higher and higher
Lighter and lighter
Kind breezes lift
her feather by
feather
She soars into the
deepening
Glides on the
breezes kind breath
Dips and whirls in
the quickening
And at length, comes
to rest.
Nestling her sweet
spirit
Under whitened wing
Happy New Year
2008!!
This
is a wonderful new
beginning for us
all. The past
year, 2007, has been
about cleaning up,
breaking through,
changes, and major
shifts in
perception. As
we move into the new
year, all that we've
done this past year
is now set and ready
to move forward.
Have you had some
changes in the way
you look at things?
Have you moved your
home, job or maybe
simply your
furniture?
Have you had losses
this past year that
seemed to come out
of nowhere?
Theses are the
shifts that have
allowed you to see
things in a new
light!!
Let me share a
little of what 2007
brought to me.
The year started out
as so many of the
past years
had...work, work,
work, some family
issues, and a
settled feeling that
I would not find a
love mate, and that
was okay with me.
Things were good,
simple, I was
comfortable in my
life. There
was no reason to do
much of anything
different!!
I started doing some
work called, Angelic
Shadow Work, that
was introduced to me
by my great teacher
and friend, Lisa
Lockhart. It
works to remove
those lingering
issues that we so
often don't even
know is keeping us
locked into the
mundane.
Powerful stuff!!
As the
year went on, and I
continued to do the
Angelic Shadow work,
things started to
shift.. I
started desiring
more, more of life,
more of me, more of
love...simply more.
In November of 2007,
I had a bad car
accident, and
totaled my car.
I had been told by
my landlord, just a
few days before
this, that I had to
move by Dec 1st,
right during the
holidays!! Might I
say here, that I was
an emotional mess!!
I could not figure
out how my safe and
comfortable life got
so stirred up in
just a few days!!!
Fast forward to now,
February 1st, 2008.
It seems like a
lifetime ago,
November 2007!!
Just three months
and I find myself in
a new home, that is
much more beautiful,
warm and cozy.
I have a new car,
which is newer and
nicer, and has a
lower monthly
payment!!
I have a new focus
and direction in my
work, which is
proving to be quite
successful. I
have come to trust
the process of life.
I have come to trust
myself, that I can
and will make it
through the hard
times. I have
come to see the
world as a safe
place to be in. I
have learned to love
and forgive. I have come to
trust, in ways that
I never did before.
I have come to
understand that in
all things, we are
truly guided and
loved and protected.
Oh and the
biggest lesson has
been: resistance in
futile!! It is
in our resistance to
the changes that we
experience pain and
fear. It is in
surrender to the
process, that we
come through with
peace, harmony, and
living all of the
things we desire.
And the next biggest
lesson..is to trust
and have faith...no
matter what the
circumstance seems
to be. Spirit, your Higher
Self, God,
Creator...
wants only the best
for you!! If
we go into our
dreams willingly ..
if we realize that
sometimes we need
help from our
friends.. if we stop
resisting and ride
the wave.....if we
trust that change is
all about moving
forward.... if we
feel the pain and
then let it
go....and feel it
and let it go
again......... we
will always come
through much
faster!! And
we will know that we
are Blessed.
Possibilities
I Am softness
I Am presence
I Am all shades of
green that sparkle
on the leaves
I Am the bird that
flies and sings
I Am the heart that
beats the pulse of
the universe
I Am the kindness
that makes the
morning day
I Am the breath that
says yes to life
I Am the song that
sang the universe
into existence
I Am the tears that
dropped the grass
I Am the one that
speaks the word
I Am the word that
makes life spin
Without me nothing
exists
I Am the plateau of
Possibilities
I Am the beat that
pulses the ideas
I Am everything that
lives
Because I say it's
so
I Am gratitude for
this gift
I Am the present to
all that lives
I Am that I Am
and that's all there
is...
- Written by Ava
Deiki Malazian
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History of Merkabah
By Drunvalo Malchizadek
History has talked about the Mer-Ka-Ba
mostly as the vehicle that allows a
person to ascend or descend into the
higher or lower worlds. But actually the
Mer-Ka-Ba is much more than just a
vehicle of ascension. It can be, really,
anything since it is the primal
pattern that created all things and all
universes, both visible and invisible
(see The Ancient Secret of the Flower of
Life, volumes I & II).
In the Bible there is reference to
Ezekiel and the wheels by which Ezekiel
ascended into heaven.[3] This was the
Mer-ka-Ba.
In the Torah, there is reference to the
Merkavah (as it is spelled in Hebrew)
which has two different meanings: One
meaning is ''chariot,'' which is a
vehicle; the other is the ''Throne of
God.'' When the two definitions are
combined, the true meaning comes to
life.
In Ancient Egypt, this primal pattern
was called the Mer-Ka-Ba. It was
actually three words, not one. Mer meant
a kind of light that rotated within
itself. Ka meant spirit, in this case
referring to the human spirit. And Ba
meant the human body though it also
could mean the concept of Reality that
spirit holds. And so the entire word in
ancient Egypt referred to a rotating
light that would take the spirit and the
body from one world into another.
I once spent a couple of hours with
Credo Mutwa, the spiritual leader of the
Zulu tribe in Africa. He explained to me
that Merkaba (one word) was a Zulu word
meaning a space/time/dimension vehicle.
He told me that according to Zulu legend
his entire tribe had come from another
dimension here to Earth using the
Merkaba.
In the modern world there are teachers
worldwide and I am one of them who
are helping people remember the
Mer-Ka-Ba. Thus begin a process in
consciousness that will eventually
translate us from the third-dimensional
world into the next higher one through
what is being called ''ascension.''
Ascension involves a process where the
human body is transformed into light and
translated by an incredible birth into a
new world. It is achieved through a
meditation that requires the mind,
heart, body, and spirit to completely
integrate in one pattern of light and
transcend the human limitations of this
reality.
This concept of the Mer-Ka-Ba as an
ascension vehicle is not new. It is
very, very old.

What actually is the Mer-Ka-Ba?
Technically, it is an electro-magnetic
field sitting at about four degrees
Kelvin, found primarily within the
microwave range at least in the third
dimension that is entirely geometric
in nature. Specifically, the geometry
used is called ''Sacred Geometry,'' as
this particular geometry is found in the
creation patterns of all things in
Creation.
.. The Mer-Ka-Ba field is extremely
complex, involving the five Platonic
solids and other sacred polyhedrons. It
is believed to extend through all
possible dimensional and parallel
universes, and can possibly change its
nature from electro-magnetic to whatever
is appropriate.
One of the functions of the Mer-Ka-Ba,
as we said, is to act as the vehicle to
take the spirit and the body into the
next world. However, this function and
most of the other possibilities is
impossible to obtain until something
changes within the person. ..The
Mer-Ka-Ba is situated around the human
body like a three-dimensional geometric
web that is dormant and nonfunctional,
waiting for the right moment. When the
spirit that inhabits the body remembers
that it is there and begins to change
certain aspects of itself, an incredible
transformation begins to grow.
It was believed in ancient times, and
even written about by the Hebrews,[2],
that the Merkavah could be turned on by
certain principles in meditation. This
involves breathing changes, and mind,
heart, and body changes that alter the
way a person perceives the Reality. From
my perspective, it is the beginning of
''Enlightenment.''

And yet it is clear that the Mer-Ka-Ba
can also be ''activated,'' as the New
Agers say, by other methods beside the
male-style instructions using the
breathing changes mentioned above. It
can also become functional through
methods that are purely female. Through
the true living of qualities such as
love, faith, trust, truth, and
compassion, the Mer-Ka-Ba can
spontaneously become alive. In other
words, very pure human character can
translate into a living Mer-Ka-Ba field
around the person, even if that person
doesn't initially know it is there.
And yes, absolutely, the Mer-Ka-Ba is
alive. It is a living field, not a
purely mechanical field of energy.
Because it is a living field, it
responds to human thought and feeling,
which is the way to connect to the
field. So the ''computer'' that guides
the Mer-Ka-Ba is the human mind and
heart. The possibilities are endless.

At a certain and specific moment (not
necessarily in this lifetime), a
person's Mer-Ka-Ba field can become
alive. When this happens, an
electro-magnetic change occurs which
results in a disc of energy that comes
out from a tiny place near the base of
the spine and quickly expands to about
27 to 30 feet in radius around the body.
This disc can easily be perceived by
scientific means, and if the United
States Air force is correct it can be
put up on their computer screens via
satellite. In other words, the military
can see people who activate their Mer-Ka-Bas,
and watch as they move around the
surface of the Earth.
Since the number of people who have done
this is now in the millions, it is a
fairly common sight now. It is the
enormous magnetic burst that results
from the disc expanding that brings
attention to itself. This can easily be
made invisible by people who activate
their Mer-ka-Bas, if they so desire.
The knowledge of the Mer-Ka-Ba is well
known by most of the more powerful
governments of the world. I am certain
that our government used the Mer-Ka-Ba
in the 1943 Philadelphia Experiment and
the 1983 Montoc Experiments in their
mind-control experiments and dimensional
explorations, and in controlling
weather. And I am equally certain that
Russia is using the Mer-Ka-Ba in their
spy programs and defense systems.
But regardless of government
experimentation, Mother Earth, the human
race, and we as individuals can profit
from this understanding and knowledge.
The remembering of the Mer-Ka-Ba is
unfolding all over the world. From my
point of view, this unfoldment is all
part of the evolving cosmic DNA. The
Mer-Ka-Ba will be remembered now because
this is the time to remember.
Yes, I believe, as did almost all the
ancient civilizations, that there are
specific moments in the history of
mankind where great jumps in human
understanding take place, as in the
ancient Sumerian, Egyptian, and Indus
Valley civilizations.[3]
I truly feel that we have arrived at
another one of these grand moments of
human history where brilliant light
expands around the world, and another
huge leap in human consciousness
appears. And, my friends, I truly
believe, from my own personal
experience, that the Mer-Ka-Ba is a
doorway or a dimensional window into a
higher level of consciousness that could
be the catalyst for this great change
called ascension.
Your character is the key to your
ascension. Regardless of who you are at
this moment, good or bad, you can change
your character.
In changing yourself, your Mer-Ka-Ba can
become alive. And once it is alive,
everything is possible.
THOTH Emerald tablets
Secret of The Secrets
Now ye assemble, my children,
waiting to hear the Secret of Secrets
which shall give ye power to unfold the
God-man,
give ye the way to Eternal life.
Plainly shall I speak of the Unveiled
Mysteries.
No dark sayings shall I give unto thee.
Open thine ears now, my children.
Hear and obey the words that I give.
First I shall speak of the fetters of
darkness
which bind ye in chains to the sphere of
the Earth.
Darkness and light are both of one
nature,
different only in seeming,
for each arose from the source of all.
Darkness is disorder.
Light is Order.
Darkness transmuted is light of the
Light.
This, my children, your purpose in
being;
transmutation of darkness to light.
Hear ye now of the mystery of nature,
the relations of life to the Earth where
it dwells.
Know ye, ye are threefold in nature,
physical, astral and mental in one.
Three are the qualities of each of the
natures;
nine in all, as above, so below.
In the physical are these channels,
the blood which moves in vortical
motion,
reacting on the heart to continue its
beating.
Magnetism which moves through the
nerve paths,
carrier of energies to all cells and
tissues.
Akasa which flows through
channels,
subtle yet physical, completing the
channels.
Each of the three attuned with each
other,
each affecting the life of the body.
Form they the skeletal framework through
which the subtle ether flows.
In their mastery lies the Secret of
Life in the body.
Relinquished only by will of the adept,
when his purpose in living is done.
Three are the natures of the Astral,
mediator is between above and below;
not of the physical, not of the
Spiritual,
but able to move above and below.
Three are the natures of Mind,
carrier it of the Will of the
Great One.
Arbitrator of Cause and Effect
in thy life.
Thus is formed the threefold being,
directed from above by the power of
four.
Above and beyond man's threefold nature
lies the realm of the Spiritual Self.
Four is it in qualities,
shining in each of the planes of
existence,
but thirteen in one,
the mystical number.
Based on the qualities of man are the
Brothers:
each shall direct the unfoldment of
being,
each shall channels be of the Great
One.
On Earth, man is in bondage,
bound by space and time to the earth
plane.
Encircling each planet, a wave of
vibration,
binds him to his plane of unfoldment.
Yet within man is the Key to
releasement,
within man may freedom be found.
When ye have released the self from the
body,
rise to the outermost bounds of your
earth-plane.
Speak ye the word Dor-E-Lil-La.
Then for a time your Light will be
lifted,
free may ye pass the barriers of space.
For a time of half of the sun (six
hours),
free may ye pass the barriers of
earth-plane,
see and know those who are beyond thee.
Yea, to the highest worlds may ye pass.
See your own possible heights of
unfoldment,
know all earthly futures of Soul.
Bound are ye in your body,
but by the power ye may be free.
This is the Secret whereby
bondage
shall be replaced by freedom for thee.
Calm let thy mind be.
At rest be thy body:
Conscious only of freedom from flesh.
Center thy being on the goal of thy
longing.
Think over and over that thou wouldst be
free.
Think of this word La-Um-I-L-Ganoover
and over in thy mind let it sound.
Drift with the sound to the place of thy
longing.
Free from the bondage of flesh by thy
will.
Hear ye while I give the greatest of
secrets:
how ye may enter the Halls of Amenti,
enter the place of the immortals as I
did,
stand before the Lords in their
places.
Lie ye down in rest of thy body.
Calm thy mind so no thought disturbs
thee.
Pure must ye be in mind and in purpose,
else only failure will come unto thee.
Vision Amenti as I have told in my
Tablets.
Long with fullness of heart to be there.
Stand before the Lords in thy mind's
eye.
Pronounce the words of power I give
(mentally);
Mekut-El-Shab-El Hale-Sur-Ben-El-Zabrut
Zin-Efrim-Quar-El.
Relax thy mind and thy body.
Then be sure your soul will be called.
Now give I the Key to Shamballa,
the place where my Brothers live
in the darkness:
Darkness but filled with Light
of the Sun
O Darkness of Earth, but Light
of the Spirit,
guides for ye when my day is done.
Leave thou thy body as I have taught
thee.
Pass to the barriers of the deep, hidden
place.
Stand before the gates and their
guardians.
Command thy entrance by these words:
I am the Light. In me is no darkness.
Free am I of the bondage of night.
Open thou the way of the Twelve and the
One,
so I may pass to the realm of wisdom.
When they refuse thee, as surely they
will,
command them to open by these words of
power:
I am the Light. For me are no barriers.
Open, I command, by the Secret of
Secrets
Edom-El-Ahim-Sabbert-Zur Adom.
Then if thy words have been Truth
of the highest,
open for thee the barriers will fall.
Now, I leave thee, my children.
Down, yet up, to the Halls shall
I go.
Win ye the way to me, my children.
Truly my brothers shall ye become.
Thus finish I my writings. Keys
let them be to those who come after.
But only to those who seek my wisdom,
for only for these am I the Key and
the Way .
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Spirituality is not Religion. It is a deeply personal
relationship with Self.
Some thoughts on Spirituality by Rev.Michele Amburgey:
Religion has tried to provide a level of spirituality.
Yet, modern religion has held the most vital secrets from their
congregations. It is not uncommon for religions to teach that the
only way to "God" is through the priests, pastors, leaders or ministers.
They have withheld the most important part of attainment of Truth, and
that is that only you can connect to God for full Enlightenment.
Unfortunately, many people have turned away from the greatest power they hold, the pure
essence of their own Divinity.
Who or what God is, is also a very personal journey.
Each one of you will experience God in a different way. Some
perceive God as The Source, Universal Mind, Higher Self, I AM, Goddess,
The Divine, Pure Mind, Creator, Light, Nature, Pure Essence, The Alpha and Omega, He/She
Without Name. Some people perceive God as the experience of peace,
joy, love, sexual union. There are thousands of names for God!!
Some people resist the word "God" and prefer to use
other forms of expression to describe the All That Is.
All of these ways, words and experiences, and the many
not mentioned here, are Sacred.
I personally use all the above as the expression and
experience of the essence of the All That Is!
There is much talk these days about spiritual growth and
raising consciousness, reaching enlightenment and ascension. With
the upcoming 2012 prophecies as a turning point for mankind and the
changing energetic and magnetic influences on our planet and ourselves,
it is hard to ignore that something is happening. Humankind has
been growing since we first appeared hundreds of thousands of years ago.
Great civilizations have come and gone, and we see some of the artifacts
they have left behind. The Great Pyramids are outstanding
confirmation that we have been Highly enlightened and civilized before!!
There have been ,and will, be great enlightened civilizations once again.
As we look around right now, we have come far in technology. But
what makes a civilization truly great is the consciousness with which
the material advances are used. We see in our world, today, people who
are starving, who are struggling. We see mega corporations,
political, pharmaceutical, and medical institutions dealing out vast amounts of money for
things that do not serve the highest good of all mankind. We see fear.
We see frustration. We see anger. We see humans turning
against humans in violence and hatred. This outpicturing is the
consciousness that we, as a whole, are working in these days.
It is not "them" it is "us". And we have created a world
that is not based on spiritual principles.
So what do we do? How do we turn this around?
Where do we find peace? Where is the joy of living?
It is right inside of you. All of the answers are
inside the great computer of the mind, and within the intelligence of
emotion. Your mind, when opened, is connected to vast amounts of
knowledge and wisdom. More than we can comprehend. Knowledge is of
the mind, and wisdom is of the emotions, of the heart. The two together, working
in harmony, provide limitless ability to create.
Let me point out here that we are all connected to a
Superconsciousness or One Race Mind. It is an energy field that
holds all of the thoughts and emotions anyone has ever had. It is
a vast realm of consciousness. And we are all tapped into this on
a subconscious level at all times. Depending on ones level of
awareness we are all influenced by this field of consciousness.
Mass hysteria is an example....the butterfly effect is another.
So let's get back to our first question from above, what
do we do?
We start by being aware of what thoughts and feelings we
are putting out into this massive field of consciousness. What
thoughts and feeling are you sharing with all living beings everywhere?
Like a pebble in a pond the ripples go out into infinity.
The ripples start an effect in your immediate
surroundings first. Have you ever woken up in the morning feeling
grumpy? Then you find your whole days goes from bad to worse?
Then the next morning you wake you feeling good and refreshed, and the
day is a glorious journey? This is the effect thought and belief
is having on our
experiences! We can change our experiences at any given moment by
monitoring our thoughts and feelings, and making adjustments that will
provide us with only great and wonderful experiences! Those
adjustments are made simply by changing our thinking. Our thinking
then sends a signal to the emotional body, and we begin to feel better.
It sounds so simple doesn't it? Why don't they teach us this in
kindergarten?
So what does this have with Spirituality?
Spirituality is the experience of our spirit in this human form.
It is what our eternal spirit learns and expands it's wisdom with.
The spirit, the real us, takes this learning this wisdom with it when we
"die", or transform energy fields. Our spirit goes on with this
wisdom into other forms of expression, sometimes through reincarnation
back into human form. Sometimes through experiences in other
dimensions. What we do here, whatever it is, is our spirituality.
Our own personal relationship with Self.

January 19, 2007, written by Rev. Michele
I just had a wonderful experience with a woman who came
for Intuitive Counseling. She was asking how she could ever make
clear decisions and know that she is making the right decisions.
The answers that came through were spectacular!!
The first answer was "You cannot make a wrong decision, all that you do
is a path of learning and experience that brings you more wisdom and
power. It is by moving forward that you grow, not where you move
forward to." Wow!! The second answer was "When you come to a
point where a decision needs to be made ask yourself 'Which choice would
bring me the most Joy?' If you cannot seem to make a decision even
at that point, then state in a powerful manner 'I choose Joy', and the
answers will come. Choosing Joy is choosing the Higher path of
whatever it is that's before you, and then that path will be made clear!
So the next time you have to figure out your next step,
say "I choose Joy" and then observe what begins to happen.
I believe that by choosing Joy, you are choosing the
Heart centered, Love centered, place within you that can only create
that which serves your Highest Good!! The Universal Good
that fills and surrounds everything is waiting for your
command........choose Joy!!
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